White Christmas in UK!!!

It has been snowing for 3 days. From last Thursday, 17th till Saturday 19th. Little snowing i might not know. I am not always looking at outside since my curtain is close most of the time.haha....
Anyway, street is still full with snow and some already become ice. It's slippery to walk on it. As my friend Vivienne said: "walk like a penguin". haha..

On 19th night,there was a big snow falling down on Hull. I did party in my house as a token of appreciation to my friends who celebrated my birthday and given me presents. I cooked carbonara, baked chickens, prepared fruits, served them with cakes left over during my birthday.
Thank you Hwan Synn brought honeydew sago for us and also Sylvia who bought bacon rolls with meat.
We have wonderful dinner because we played snow at the back of my house. There is a big space full with snow on it. We did snowman..hahaha..I did angel..

foods that i prepared

bacon rolls from Sylvia is on my hand

the body of snowman

Abby, Hwan Synn and me

completed snowman..hehe..

the angel i made..=p wan to know how to make it? is secret..hahahaha..

After having fun, now is the time to suffer with assignments and exams. 1st time in life rushing work during Christmas Eve and also during holidays..haih...
I miss Malaysia, my home and my dear. Listening to Christmas song, and listening to the main song of Singaporean drama- 当我们同在一起, make me wanna cry.=(
Hopefully i can faster faster done my assignment and enjoy trip to London on coming Sunday...wish me luck..=)

Birthday celebration at Scream

8/12/2009, today is my 21st birthday. I had a great day with friends celebrating at Scream. Scream is an English restaurant near my place. Is just beside the Fusion Bar and it is a bar for the English people to drink and watching football matches. English people are crazy. They drink at our dinner time, early in 7pm...=)

Jianbin, Sylvia, Vivienne, Joel, Hwan Synn, and Wan Teng were my guests. Love them so much...

Jianbin and Sylvia is the cute and funny couple. They were telling us their love story.hehe.. How they facing quarrels, who is the most fierce, what presents the bf given. haha..everyone were laughing at their situations because we feel very funny.hahaha..May god bless you two..=)
Thank you Jianbin treat me the meal and also the cake. Thank Sylvia bought me a book of cooking recipes.

Sylvia and Jianbin

Thank you Vivienne and Joel for the cake and the mini cake bite as well. Sorry i mistaken thought the cake i blew was present by Jianbin. =p

Joel and Vivienne

Thank you to Wan Teng and Hwan Synn also. Thank for you guys joining the dinner.=)

Hwan Synn, me, and Wan Teng

~hug hug~love you guys so much!!!

Pictures to show........

me and Wan Teng

Hwan Synn and me with Hot Chocolate

with Big Mix Grill

Birthday cake from Vivienne and Joel

All together

wishing

the 21 candle from Jianbin n Sylvia

the present from Sylvia...=)

This 21st birthday is out of my expectation. I thought 21st birthday will be nicer if celebrate in Malaysia. But, i think i am wrong. If in Malaysia i will not have blast like that. Not much cakes as i received at here^.^
My mum would probably cook me a 'mee suaw with egg' and my darling would buy me a cake or treat me for meal. Or maybe is a great day if my mum allows me to open party at home ^.^
My bf is not a man knows romantic. Really, he is not. Everyday is normal day for him. This include Valentine. He didn't send me anything as present. But hee said wait i am back to Malaysia then we go jalan jalan. okay,i wait n see..till that time, i hope he still hold the promise!!!

Trip to Leeds for Sagittarius Rainbow

Sagittarius Rainbow is the event for birthday celebration of me,Yunsee, Jianbin and Gavin.

Have a nice trip there. I love it so much. I was staying with Delwyn and we have good chit chatting time before fall asleep. Those friends in the house is so good(Carly,Delwyn,Siao Wen, and Jonathan). They are good hosts. =) prepare breakfast for us when we reached their house and supper after clubbing as well. Such a sweet friends. love you guys so much..

Around 1pm we changed our clothes and preparing for the dinner at 4pm. Went to No1 Chinese Buffer for the dinner. The foods there is ok. After dinner went to German market and Beer House. We queue up around 1 hour under rain just to get in the Beer House. haha. But i can't feel the high in there. I don't understand how the local people get high with those band music.hehe.

After that we went to a club in University of Leeds. The club is worst than those clubs in Malaysia. =p The DJ is bad bad and bad. not qualified to be DJ. The songs playing couldn't make you get high and dance. Anyway, it was a nice night with those friends.

Reached Leeds

Me and Siao Wen

Yun See and Me

The girls (sylvia,me,delwyn,carly,siaowen,and yunsee)

with drunk face..

Why i am those too care of others' feeling?

Haih..when i am got mood to study,suddenly someone make me no mood and end up blogging here to express my feeling..

So fed up about you lo. Why you like to blaming me instead i am not doing as such. Why you like to blame me when everytime thing goes wrong? I don't feel like talking to you anymore lo. Why you never take my feeling into consideration? Why you still want continue blaming despite many sorry to you. Why cant you stop it when i asked you to stop? Where is your love? haih.......

Everytime care about other people's feeling. But in return people never care about you. What a waste of caring in return you get nothing. Right? Get the result of hurting yourselves only. haih...sien...

Broken Heart

Handmade

I made these two during my free time.
Materials: boxes, flier, glue, scissor, and clay

SORRY!

Very sorry to my dear boonroy. I know i am hurting you. I am sorry. I am seeking your apologize here. Hope you read this.














I believe God will guide you and me. I believe God will bless me and you. I shouldn't have worrying about your future. I should have confidence in you. Because Lord promised before my future is bright. So i believe you will have the same. As you will have a bright in future thus i will have bright future too. Can i say so? God,please guide me and him in our life path. I am desperate to seek your guiding.

God, you know what i want from him. You know the break up i said was not my willingness. But GOD, what can i do to obey you and on the other hand not hurting him and myself? Is that the only way i can go for? haih. It's so hard for me to make right decision.
Please guide me........................

On jasmine's request..=)

Jasmine asked me to upload pictures of the clothes i bought..There you are:


from Newlook





pajamas from Primark


winter coat

1. EU law tutorial 2. The custom Vs my patient

1. Today i have no classes. I spent the whole day to do my EU tutorial. Just finished and thus i can blogging now.Lol...This tutorial is killing my time. Almost use 12 hours to complete it. The questions are tough and demand a lot. Some of the cases are not included in the text book i have. Therefore i need to search on9. The cases from on9 sources are lengthy. And i need take time to read it, understand it and copy the relevant points. Phewwwww. Like doing assignment only. =p
Heard from friend the tutorial class is scary. The lecturer will question each person by calling name. Besides that, she will comment straight if you answer wrongly. So i prepare to get embraced. haha.. Hopefully everything will be fine in the class.

2. Everyday my dear Boonroy will call me and ask what am i doing and almost everyday i will see him on9. This is the custom. BUT, today he didn't call up and he is not on9 as well. As a result, of course i am curious why didn't call me n didn't on9. I thought he was at outside with friends. SO, i called him. No answer even few calls. To make sure his situation, i did call to his house around 12am something according to Malaysia time. Again nobody answer the call. I am not intending to disturb his family. I will call this late because as i know his family will stay up late some time. Hence i try my luck.lol.
Approximately 45 minutes after i stop calling, i received his call. He told me he was sleeping. In return of this i asked him why didn't call me before fall asleep. He answered me he fall asleep and forgot to call me. Until here everything is fine.

Climate is here to tell you. He asked me why call him so many times. wahlauuuu, now i need to give you reason why i call u so many times ar. I don't know what you doing, sleep?at outside with friends n didn't hear the phone ring? So i call and call la..haiyo..Now you asking until like very frustrated i call u lo. Don't show me this kind of attitude pls. I am pantang of this. You are giving me a feeling of insecurity,you know? Why you mind i was calling you many times? If i knew you are sleeping, i will disturb you like that? Unless there is some problem or emergency otherwise i will not disturb you if i know you are sleeping. Am i rite? So please don't ask such question and give me unpleasant feeling after the call.

You should understand our situation. One at Malaysia and another one at UK. How you want to expect me to know what you are doing. Why you cannot feel that is a pleasure to receive so many miss call from me? It means i care you what. Why you want to scold me everytime i call u many times? Your mood not good then can showed up your anger is it and showing up your frustration after seen many miss call from me is it? haih.......Please take my feeling into consideration.

I don't want have quarrel with you again n again for this kind of small matter like last time. I hope you don't give me shit kind of feeling and so can avoid the unwanted quarreling. You know what i am expecting from you. We have grown up from the pass. Our love is building up stronger and stronger. No longer the weak bones of love. So strive forward and build the relationship as high as possible. Don't let any excuse to affect the relationship. It's not worth to let other things to affect this long term relationship. Don't let the feeling of regretting fall upon your life when u lost it. Your job, your future, your money are easy to find. But it is hard to find a people you really love and he/she love you too. Gambateh!!!

God is good all the time!!!

Pastor Hartness and Fungai from Glad Tiding Hall in Hull are lovely and good pastor. They are husband and wife who minister the church. As a pastor they need to become the song leader and the pianist as well. They are awesome! I follow his car to church every Sunday.

They invite us to stay over their house on Saturday(1 saturday which convenience to us) and the next day go church together.

Besides that, they are generously enough and suggest to buy us a TV. We still not confirm with them whether we want the TV. The reason being is that we need to apply the TV license which cost 130+ pound for the whole year. We can share with my housemate (African) thus it cost each person aorund 40 something. Still thinking. Anyway, I am ok with it. Just wait for Abby's decision.

Genesis 15:1-- Lord talk to Abraham: "Do not be afraid, Abram. I am your shield, your very great reward. Amen!
Lord is good to us all the time. He is our provider for everything in our life.
I cried in yesterday service because His love is so great that touched me. His guidance in my life is so miracle and so great. Anointing he given me is no one else can give. Thank so much to Jesus. Praise the Lord for his worthy.

New born baby; Bonfire Night

陈劲宇 (Tan Jing Yu)not sure the spelling

Smiling!!!
Double eye-lid
Chubby2

On 2nd Nov 2009, my sister-in-law give birth a baby boy! According to my mum's information, the baby boy look like his mum and his sister-lixuan. Should be a smart boy since the sister is that smart.hehe. So happy i have 1 more nephew. May God bless the baby! 2 years later my house will full with kids playing around during CNY. Current statistic of kids in my house is 5 kids plus one baby. Can't wait to look at the baby boy grow up. Because it would be fun to play with, i guess. Another prediction is that he might be talkative like his sister lixuan.haha. Wish he is healthy and happy to come to this planet.

his sister (Tan Li Xuan)


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I missed the Bonfire Night.=( damn sad of it. Watching firework is my favorite. I like to watch fire crackers (arghhhhh,so geram i missed it). Still remember my friend making a joke on me. She said i will say yes to the guy if he display firework while proclaiming.haha. Anyway, i can watch some of the firework from my room. haha. Besides that, there is another firework display on Saturday. Still not sure going or not because the place is quite far from my place. Hope i am able to make it despite the distance of the place. haha.

Feeling free

Today i am free and i have no classes. But, I have 2 tutorials on tomorrow. Anyway, i have done my work. Feel so free now. Haha...

Today, 5th of November is the most embracing day ever. I did something very very silly,disgusting and embracing ever in my entire life..=p Don't ask me what i did..haha..really embracing..

Yesterday i downloaded iTunes. It is great!!! Can hear live radio. Many channels are available here, ie RnB/Soul, 90's Hits, Classical Rock, Hip Hop/Rap, and etc. Religious channel are available here too. There are plenty of Christian channels here. Excellent..I love it..^..^

Again on yesterday i found out an event of The Spirit of Christmas on ice which is going to held in Hull Arena. I found this from magazine. It is an ice skating presentation. Should be a nice presentation and I plan to go.hehe. Unfortunately there is no price list there. There is no price stated on internet as well. Hopefully is not expensive so i afford to watch and get the experience.haha. Exciting to watch!!! Definitely I wont miss this event..hahaha..

Regarding the holidays vacation, most probably I will go London after Christmas. Go there to celebrate New Year. I heard their New Year celebration is awesome. Shouldn't miss this celebration since my parents are kind enough and allow me to go for holidays.^wink^
Accommodation is a headache issue. Don't know where should i stay. Don't know which hotel is the cheapest in London.hehe. Want save cost.lol...

Adibah Noor - Terlalu Istimewa VC

this is the song!!!

Dedicating!!!

I would like to share this song to all my friends. Click the link below:
(TERLALU ISTIMEWA)

I am sincerely dedicating this song to my family (parents,my 4 brothers, 3 sister-in-law, nieces and nephew), Boonroy, Lijie, Bean Theng, Grace, Jasmine, and many other friends.

I love my parents because they are so love me. They concerned my feeling, my safety, and my financial needy. My brothers, however, protect me from being bullied by people. Love them so much!!! ^-^

Boonroy, he is the one i love too =). Being in the 5 year relationship, we went through all the up and down every couples will have. Our quarreling were non-stop previously. BUT, i want to thank God for his kindness bring us back together and giving us the knowledge of loving each other. Even though he is not perfect guy, i know God has his own way of changing a person. God give me him as bf so i believe God can change his life through me as a medium. Praise the Lord because he is worthy!

My dearest friends, thank you for being the truth friend in my life. Thank you listening to me when i am emotional, when i am down, when i need advice, and when i need support.

I love you all!!!

On the day called--SUNDAY

today the weather is cold..raining in the morning.. went to church---after church---went LiDL shopping---came back home on9 awhile then go took a nap---woke up around 6.30pm--take bath---cook,eat---on9---clean my room---sleep again!!! hahaha..this is my SUNDAY!!!

Good night!!!

Nottingham Trip

Being so tired after the whole day trip to Nottingham. There was sports competition organized by Nottingham Malaysian Society (known as Nottingham Game). Held in Nottingham every year and participants must be Malaysian. SOOOOO, this is the chance we can met our friends from other university!!! There was Malaysian foods as well. But i had missed the chance to buy and eat the foods after being missing Malaysian foods =(.....because,we were rushing to city center (like the city centre will run away!!!) hahaha....

Therefore,i met yunsee, mengchoo, sooheng, Tom, Ryan, Jonathan, WeiJoo, and many other friends from INTI.=) so happy can meet them up and went shopping for the whole day. Is a good day for me too. I bought 1 mini skirt,1 blouse,1 long sleeve blouse, socks, hairband, pajamas, and face towel. Satisfy!!!haha...totally 20 pound
today our meals are: Yates(if not mistaken of the name of the restaurant) and Burger King----totally 9.50 pound
Haven't include transport fees everything...sooooooo haha, spend a lot today!!!!

Another issue is gossip-ing with a friend. After telling my friend about that girl who have conflict with me, she told me she heard before of her selfish attitude. So should i say i am not my wrong in interpreting her???!!!! My friend told me she is that kind of people wont talk much with you if you do not have any benefits to her. On the other hand, if she needs your help, then her mouth will be very sweet to you!!! ehmmmmm now i know i am not wrong in the 1st place.
I don't know exactly what was your intention, i don't want to know also. But,god know very well of you.

good night!!!

New comer

I am new to blogging..=)
I would like to share my thought with all of you!!!
All the best to everyone who viewing this blog.
Take care and may god bless you!!!