Thursday, November 26, 2009

Why i am those too care of others' feeling?

Haih..when i am got mood to study,suddenly someone make me no mood and end up blogging here to express my feeling..

So fed up about you lo. Why you like to blaming me instead i am not doing as such. Why you like to blame me when everytime thing goes wrong? I don't feel like talking to you anymore lo. Why you never take my feeling into consideration? Why you still want continue blaming despite many sorry to you. Why cant you stop it when i asked you to stop? Where is your love? haih.......

Everytime care about other people's feeling. But in return people never care about you. What a waste of caring in return you get nothing. Right? Get the result of hurting yourselves only. haih...sien...

Broken Heart

Monday, November 23, 2009

Handmade




I made these two during my free time.
Materials: boxes, flier, glue, scissor, and clay

Sunday, November 22, 2009

SORRY!

Very sorry to my dear boonroy. I know i am hurting you. I am sorry. I am seeking your apologize here. Hope you read this.














I believe God will guide you and me. I believe God will bless me and you. I shouldn't have worrying about your future. I should have confidence in you. Because Lord promised before my future is bright. So i believe you will have the same. As you will have a bright in future thus i will have bright future too. Can i say so? God,please guide me and him in our life path. I am desperate to seek your guiding.

God, you know what i want from him. You know the break up i said was not my willingness. But GOD, what can i do to obey you and on the other hand not hurting him and myself? Is that the only way i can go for? haih. It's so hard for me to make right decision.
Please guide me........................

Saturday, November 14, 2009

On jasmine's request..=)

Jasmine asked me to upload pictures of the clothes i bought..There you are:


from Newlook





pajamas from Primark


winter coat

Thursday, November 12, 2009

1. EU law tutorial 2. The custom Vs my patient

1. Today i have no classes. I spent the whole day to do my EU tutorial. Just finished and thus i can blogging now.Lol...This tutorial is killing my time. Almost use 12 hours to complete it. The questions are tough and demand a lot. Some of the cases are not included in the text book i have. Therefore i need to search on9. The cases from on9 sources are lengthy. And i need take time to read it, understand it and copy the relevant points. Phewwwww. Like doing assignment only. =p
Heard from friend the tutorial class is scary. The lecturer will question each person by calling name. Besides that, she will comment straight if you answer wrongly. So i prepare to get embraced. haha.. Hopefully everything will be fine in the class.

2. Everyday my dear Boonroy will call me and ask what am i doing and almost everyday i will see him on9. This is the custom. BUT, today he didn't call up and he is not on9 as well. As a result, of course i am curious why didn't call me n didn't on9. I thought he was at outside with friends. SO, i called him. No answer even few calls. To make sure his situation, i did call to his house around 12am something according to Malaysia time. Again nobody answer the call. I am not intending to disturb his family. I will call this late because as i know his family will stay up late some time. Hence i try my luck.lol.
Approximately 45 minutes after i stop calling, i received his call. He told me he was sleeping. In return of this i asked him why didn't call me before fall asleep. He answered me he fall asleep and forgot to call me. Until here everything is fine.

Climate is here to tell you. He asked me why call him so many times. wahlauuuu, now i need to give you reason why i call u so many times ar. I don't know what you doing, sleep?at outside with friends n didn't hear the phone ring? So i call and call la..haiyo..Now you asking until like very frustrated i call u lo. Don't show me this kind of attitude pls. I am pantang of this. You are giving me a feeling of insecurity,you know? Why you mind i was calling you many times? If i knew you are sleeping, i will disturb you like that? Unless there is some problem or emergency otherwise i will not disturb you if i know you are sleeping. Am i rite? So please don't ask such question and give me unpleasant feeling after the call.

You should understand our situation. One at Malaysia and another one at UK. How you want to expect me to know what you are doing. Why you cannot feel that is a pleasure to receive so many miss call from me? It means i care you what. Why you want to scold me everytime i call u many times? Your mood not good then can showed up your anger is it and showing up your frustration after seen many miss call from me is it? haih.......Please take my feeling into consideration.

I don't want have quarrel with you again n again for this kind of small matter like last time. I hope you don't give me shit kind of feeling and so can avoid the unwanted quarreling. You know what i am expecting from you. We have grown up from the pass. Our love is building up stronger and stronger. No longer the weak bones of love. So strive forward and build the relationship as high as possible. Don't let any excuse to affect the relationship. It's not worth to let other things to affect this long term relationship. Don't let the feeling of regretting fall upon your life when u lost it. Your job, your future, your money are easy to find. But it is hard to find a people you really love and he/she love you too. Gambateh!!!

Monday, November 9, 2009

God is good all the time!!!

Pastor Hartness and Fungai from Glad Tiding Hall in Hull are lovely and good pastor. They are husband and wife who minister the church. As a pastor they need to become the song leader and the pianist as well. They are awesome! I follow his car to church every Sunday.

They invite us to stay over their house on Saturday(1 saturday which convenience to us) and the next day go church together.

Besides that, they are generously enough and suggest to buy us a TV. We still not confirm with them whether we want the TV. The reason being is that we need to apply the TV license which cost 130+ pound for the whole year. We can share with my housemate (African) thus it cost each person aorund 40 something. Still thinking. Anyway, I am ok with it. Just wait for Abby's decision.

Genesis 15:1-- Lord talk to Abraham: "Do not be afraid, Abram. I am your shield, your very great reward. Amen!
Lord is good to us all the time. He is our provider for everything in our life.
I cried in yesterday service because His love is so great that touched me. His guidance in my life is so miracle and so great. Anointing he given me is no one else can give. Thank so much to Jesus. Praise the Lord for his worthy.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

New born baby; Bonfire Night


陈劲宇 (Tan Jing Yu)not sure the spelling
Smiling!!!
Double eye-lid
Chubby2

On 2nd Nov 2009, my sister-in-law give birth a baby boy! According to my mum's information, the baby boy look like his mum and his sister-lixuan. Should be a smart boy since the sister is that smart.hehe. So happy i have 1 more nephew. May God bless the baby! 2 years later my house will full with kids playing around during CNY. Current statistic of kids in my house is 5 kids plus one baby. Can't wait to look at the baby boy grow up. Because it would be fun to play with, i guess. Another prediction is that he might be talkative like his sister lixuan.haha. Wish he is healthy and happy to come to this planet.

his sister (Tan Li Xuan)


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I missed the Bonfire Night.=( damn sad of it. Watching firework is my favorite. I like to watch fire crackers (arghhhhh,so geram i missed it). Still remember my friend making a joke on me. She said i will say yes to the guy if he display firework while proclaiming.haha. Anyway, i can watch some of the firework from my room. haha. Besides that, there is another firework display on Saturday. Still not sure going or not because the place is quite far from my place. Hope i am able to make it despite the distance of the place. haha.

Feeling free

Today i am free and i have no classes. But, I have 2 tutorials on tomorrow. Anyway, i have done my work. Feel so free now. Haha...

Today, 5th of November is the most embracing day ever. I did something very very silly,disgusting and embracing ever in my entire life..=p Don't ask me what i did..haha..really embracing..

Yesterday i downloaded iTunes. It is great!!! Can hear live radio. Many channels are available here, ie RnB/Soul, 90's Hits, Classical Rock, Hip Hop/Rap, and etc. Religious channel are available here too. There are plenty of Christian channels here. Excellent..I love it..^..^

Again on yesterday i found out an event of The Spirit of Christmas on ice which is going to held in Hull Arena. I found this from magazine. It is an ice skating presentation. Should be a nice presentation and I plan to go.hehe. Unfortunately there is no price list there. There is no price stated on internet as well. Hopefully is not expensive so i afford to watch and get the experience.haha. Exciting to watch!!! Definitely I wont miss this event..hahaha..

Regarding the holidays vacation, most probably I will go London after Christmas. Go there to celebrate New Year. I heard their New Year celebration is awesome. Shouldn't miss this celebration since my parents are kind enough and allow me to go for holidays.^wink^
Accommodation is a headache issue. Don't know where should i stay. Don't know which hotel is the cheapest in London.hehe. Want save cost.lol...

Monday, November 2, 2009

Adibah Noor - Terlalu Istimewa VC

this is the song!!!

Dedicating!!!

I would like to share this song to all my friends. Click the link below:
(TERLALU ISTIMEWA)

I am sincerely dedicating this song to my family (parents,my 4 brothers, 3 sister-in-law, nieces and nephew), Boonroy, Lijie, Bean Theng, Grace, Jasmine, and many other friends.

I love my parents because they are so love me. They concerned my feeling, my safety, and my financial needy. My brothers, however, protect me from being bullied by people. Love them so much!!! ^-^

Boonroy, he is the one i love too =). Being in the 5 year relationship, we went through all the up and down every couples will have. Our quarreling were non-stop previously. BUT, i want to thank God for his kindness bring us back together and giving us the knowledge of loving each other. Even though he is not perfect guy, i know God has his own way of changing a person. God give me him as bf so i believe God can change his life through me as a medium. Praise the Lord because he is worthy!

My dearest friends, thank you for being the truth friend in my life. Thank you listening to me when i am emotional, when i am down, when i need advice, and when i need support.

I love you all!!!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

On the day called--SUNDAY

today the weather is cold..raining in the morning.. went to church---after church---went LiDL shopping---came back home on9 awhile then go took a nap---woke up around 6.30pm--take bath---cook,eat---on9---clean my room---sleep again!!! hahaha..this is my SUNDAY!!!

Good night!!!