Monday, June 28, 2010

Free style

It has been long never upload my blog!!! No interest to do it!!! hehehe

Anyway, i have completed my degree. It's time to wait for results and it will be out soon on this Wednesday. Hope i get what i want!!! May God bless,pls!!! ^^

Back from Greece and also London. People was nice at Greece but there are still some impolite ppl there. Bad train ticketing system yet the train is cleaner than London one!!! haha... Has bad and good of Greece. Abit havoc at Greece. Workers striking on our second day at Athens and lots of foreigners, drug addicts and beggars...Friend's wallet get stolen =(

Next station is Italy Venice with my parents!!! hope we have a safe trip and have fun at there!!! hehehe... I heard Venice is a romantic place and it will be more suitable to go with Boyfriend. Anyway, i think it will still fine for me to go with my parents. hehehe...

Thursday, April 22, 2010

The peak they made!!!!

I am really got condemn to the death. But thank GOD because he is my fortress.

Their mum went to my house and told my mum what i said on facebook. She said i am commenting bad about her. All these are not the truth. I never said anything bad of her. I don't know why they are so sensitive and like to make thing worst.

I keep quiet from the beginning they attacked me until now. I just don't want to make trouble to my brother. But don't know why they like to make the small or can say not a matter to a huge matter between the two families. Useless people trying to explain to my mum. The more you explain, the more you admit you are as such people as you complain to my mum.

You guys are the one overreacting at the 1st place. I never condemn you all but turns back you guys kill me with a sharp knife. Moreover, i am the innocence one.

If i am at Malaysia now, i sure would confront you guys till you guys have nothing to say. I am controlling myself not to complain to my brother. I don't want give him depress with these all kacang putih matters. BUT don't try to challenge my patience. If you guys really make me mad again, don't blame me that i like to complaining to my brother. I would not scared him because i do nothing wrong. You guys, however, are did much much wrong.

I learnt the lesson from you guys. I see clearly what kind of peoples you guys are!!!!!!!

Thank so much for the lecture!!!!

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

The truth is...........

What happened was that, they rejected my aunty's visit and they left my aunty ring the bell and shouting at outside. Nobody come out to talk properly with my aunty, tell properly of the baby's condition which is not convenience for her visit.

Moreover, they blaming us for this and that. They are rude in the 1st place. As what they like to say "is not fair to the other party". Now, i want use dis phrase to say, do you guys think it is fair that all of you blaming me or my aunty for the visit where in fact you guys never tell anything to my aunty?

Sometime we need EQ more than IQ, understand? You guys are too high in IQ with all the jargon words there. BUT do not have any EQ on interaction with peoples...

I am accepting for those sorry u guys made. But please don't ever being rude with relatives by rejecting their visiting. If we want pray for the baby, we need to ask parent's permission also. If you rejected it, we can't do anything also. What they trying to do is just a simple visiting of the baby...

Monday, April 19, 2010

What wrong with all of them???!!!

Trying to be offensive and overreacting is what the 3 sisters doing right now. I have clueless what's wrong with them? I never intend to comment anything bad of your mum. BUT you guys being to sensitive and trying to attack with 100% times harder to me. I need to 'entertain' 3 sisters over there? lol.

This was what i written on facebook:
i love my aunty so much bcos she is lovely!!! =) i hope they get to visit my nephew on behalf of me and pray for him...i wish his grandmother allow such prayer cos i noe ur religion is difference with ours...i just wan the baby stay healthy..i hope u allow our solution by praying in jesus name...AMEN!!! ^^

These are from Yen Seoh:
Hey gals, virus exist in billion/uncountable of kind/form. Human body is complex. Just need a wise doctor to check!

Nothing to do with religion, all grandma concern is always give best support to the family (think over all the consequences - will the baby feel tired travel for distance?! Will he caught scared or worse to the situation?! Is it constructive way/method without proven in sciences?! Etc.. etc..). Grandma is as worried and heart ached to see grandchild sick as all of us and maybe more. Grandma feel thankful and appreciate with all your prayer and wishes as well.

All needed now from us is just MOTIVATION and ENCOURAGEMENT for the baby's family to persevere on to fight with strong and high life condition. They must first have full energy and optimistic to face it. This is the best support for them.... See More

More suggestion will be superfluous and confusing! Eventhough this might be tough time for them but with strong conviction and unflagging faith they sure will fight and win over this difficulty. HUMAN inner potential is brilliant!!! TRUST THEM :)

STORY NEVER ENDS HERE...............

She msg me these:
Hi Gal,

I write this mail to you coz I don't feel good to public on wall!
I really feel you are a lovely and kind gal! I know you are concerned. Sincerely, I have no meant to hurt you.

I just wanna to confront you and let you understand that how my mum situation is. And let you know that I didn't feel comfortable that you comment my mum in this way.
FB is a public media, it is not fair to write anything to comment my mum like this.
If I were doing this to your mum, I am sure that you will definitely don't feel good and confront me as well.

My appologize if I make you feel bad.
Please don't misunderstand and don't get me wrong, I know your religion is GOOD! I have lot of Christian friends as well!
Let's erase the wall msg!

Thanks for your understand! No hard feeling please!

~Yen Yen

NOW STORY CONTINUE TO ANOTHER TWO SISTER...........

Natalie seoh on her fb wall:
Sometimes things happened should not judge if only listen to one party, This is not fair to the other party. THE JUDGE NEED EVIDENCE BEFORE MAKING DECISION. Pls make things clear before blame on somebody. Thank You !!!

Yen Ping commented:
有时所谓的‘帮忙’可造成别人的困扰。。。jz the doorbells r enuf to scare n kill a ppl...don't they know tat in this critical period couldn't use the doorbells,moreover a non-stop doorbell ringing... not yet ease or assist oredi make the situation worst...

Hohoho, can you see all these girls there? What are they thinking? They are the best? Me are just too kepochi rite? Then i should tie up my hand n mouth don't do anything. Don't need care and ask too much about the situation. Because it might be 别人的困扰. Right?

And the truth was that in my praying time for my nephew i feel those 'thing' on him and so being kind i asked my aunty help to visit him and pray for him.
BUT BUT BUT, THEY ARE COMMENTING TILL LIKE I AM NOT MY NEPHEW'S KUKU. IF YOU CAN'T ACCEPT MY METHOD, YOU ALL SHOULDN'T CRITICISED UNTIL LIKE THAT. PLS BE OPEN MINDED ABIT. THE MOST IMPORTANT 1 IS THAT I NEVER WANT COMMENTING ABOUT YOUR MUM. DON'T TRY TO BE TOO SMART OR SENSITIVE CAN OR NOT?

ANYWAY,MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND MY NEPHEW AS WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Slacking is what i am...

Recently i am too slacking. Keep delaying my work for no reason. Facebook-ing always, watching drama, sleeping, eating, and travelling are all what i did. =(
I have 1 assignment to hand up on 26/4 and 2 assignments on 19/5. BUT i haven't do anything.haih.*slap myself*
Finals will held on 2,3,4 of June. Hope i can do well. May God bless me. =) After that i am free. YEAH!!! ^^

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

王菲-传奇 LIVE @2010央视虎年春节晚会

果然是天后。she has a special and unique voice that nobody own it..=)

Still remember i listen to her songs when i was small. Off the light in living room, lying on the chair and waiting for my brother back from pizza hut with his girlfriend (is his wife now). haha. Such a nice memories right. ^^

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Don't judge a book by its cover!!!

I guessed most of people know what is mean by don't judge the book by its cover. My title here is not talking about looking at people's outlook.

I feel so good today. I am lying on bed without stress and sms-ing with him. Today, he talk so and so nice to me without any frustrated that he always do. I don't know what happened to him that he is in so good mood. But i really feel nice if he always talk soft and nice to me.

I know we can't be together for now but i can feel that you still have the feeling with me (if i am not wrong). I know the barriers between us so i wish your success in future!!! I know you looking for money more than anything. I understand your situation because i know you don't want people look down at you. 1st, you must not look down at yourselves. ok?

Let the time pass and it will show everything. I have confidence on you and your success. I believe you can do it!!! Gambateh!!!

I asked you about that girl and you told me you are not want to chase her. I asked for many times and you given me the same answer. Is that true? I hope so...hahaha...
You need a girl or a women in your life? =.=
Guessed what i have told him? I said if you don't want to chase that girl, then please don't give people false feeling. If got heart to chase her, then get her faster. lol.. He scolded me 'what la you' lol...I am blessing you to GO!!! =p

I learn from someone and he says that, female do have girls and women; male do have boys and men. Which one are you looking at?hehehe... According to him, i am women because i am more matured. Is that true? He said that girl is small looking girl and i look more attractive than her.hahaha... This point make me happy and wanna fly lah..lol jkjk... Maybe that guy i asked looking for matured women so i look attractive for him.lol... However, I still can't find the answer whether you are my men.
Anyway, 我心里有数。是否她能不能跟我比,应该很明显。

He said: I do whatever i want and he do what he want to do. Ok lah. 有缘再相逢。=)

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Guys are better than girls in skill!!!

As we can see,guys can do better even it is usually should be done by girls. Examples, hair stylish, chefs, designers, gardeners, tailor, and etc....

It has been long time my hair didn't trim or cut by girl stylish.hehehe..I believe more in guys. Sorry i have no offence at here.

I was having dinner with friends. The chef in the house was a guy. Not bad right, can cook. Can cook even better than me. I don't know how to roast pork oso. hehe. Thank to Neo, the chef, Lai the inviter and Chun, the host. ^^
Tell you guys a funny thing. The pork got a very fat thick skin. And usually i won't eat. But guess what, i have finished it. I have finished it even i saw still got bulu there. Because i feel very pai seh and not good for wasting their food. In fact, after finished, i saw they are not eating the skins also. chiewwww, LOL....If know earlier, i wont eat the skin also.hehehe.. Anyway, some of the skins very crunchy and nice. Thanks for the foods!

Is time to sleep!!! good night!!!

Friday, March 12, 2010

Guilty,sorry




You know i am telling all these to you...

Very sorry for the wrong doing i have made. I really have nothing to say other than say sorry to you. I wish u happy everyday without putting your hate on me in your heart. I wish i never ask and knew those i shouldn't have asked. If can, i wish i can return you back your friend.

I hate myself being too curious about something. I hope your heart is that wide to forgive me.

I feel the guilty and wanna say 1000 sorry to you.~hug~

-I think i should slap myself -

Sincerely Regards, sharon-yean

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Words from Lord to me!!!!

Book of Mark Chapter 5:

5:21
When Jesus had crossed back over in the boat to the other side, a great multitude was gathered to him; and he was by the sea.


5:22 Behold, one of the rulers of the synagogue, Jairus by name, came; and seeing him, he fell at his feet,

5:23 and begged him much, saying, "My little daughter is at the point of death. Please come and lay your hands on her, that she may be made healthy, and live."

5:24 He went with him, and a great multitude followed him, and they pressed upon him on all sides.

5:25 A certain woman, who had an issue of blood for twelve years,

5:26 and had suffered many things by many physicians, and had spent all that she had, and was no better, but rather grew worse,

5:27 having heard the things concerning Jesus, came up behind him in the crowd, and touched his clothes.

5:28 For she said, "If I just touch his clothes, I will be made well."

5:29 Immediately the flow of her blood was dried up, and she felt in her body that she was healed of her affliction.

5:30 Immediately Jesus, perceiving in himself that the power had gone out from him, turned around in the crowd, and asked, "Who touched my clothes?"

5:31 His disciples said to him, "You see the multitude pressing against you, and you say, 'Who touched me?'"

5:32 He looked around to see her who had done this thing.

5:33 But the woman, fearing and trembling, knowing what had been done to her, came and fell down before him, and told him all the truth.

5:34 He said to her, "Daughter, your faith has made you well. Go in peace, and be cured of your disease."

5:35 While he was still speaking, they came from the synagogue ruler's house saying, "Your daughter is dead. Why bother the Teacher any more?"

5:36 But Jesus, when he heard the message spoken, immediately said to the ruler of the synagogue, "Don't be afraid, only believe."

5:37 He allowed no one to follow him, except Peter, James, and John the brother of James.

5:38 He came to the synagogue ruler's house, and he saw an uproar, weeping, and great wailing.

5:39 When he had entered in, he said to them, "Why do you make an uproar and weep? The child is not dead, but is asleep."

5:40 They ridiculed him. But he, having put them all out, took the father of the child and her mother and those who were with him, and went in where the child was lying.

5:41 Taking the child by the hand, he said to her, "Talitha cumi;" which means, being interpreted, "Girl, I tell you, get up."

5:42 Immediately the girl rose up, and walked, for she was twelve years old. They were amazed with great amazement.

5:43 He strictly ordered them that no one should know this, and commanded that something should be given to her to eat.

P/s: I am so impressed when reading bible and i got this page of words. Thank GOD for being there for me. I will remember forever for your kindness to me. YOU are always good to me!!!
I hope it is an encouragement to YOU(
i know u read) as you are having problems also. Jesus cure you if u lay your hand on him.

Another crack!!

haihhhhhhhhhhh....
Sharon ar sharon, y u become like that. Don't let the challenges let u down. Stand up and fight for it. You are not those easily give up for life. Wake up and don't slacking anymore. Go do your work. Don't think so much anymore. Work hard and prove your ability!!!
Remember, there is still Lord with you..HIS wisdom and anointing is more than enough for you. Commit everything to him.

Don't care another crack fall on you! It is another challenges for you only. Gambateh!!!

I am reminding myself don't fall down so easily!!!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Out of a sudden,I miss someone!

Back to my A-level time, I have a good 'boy friend'.haha. Not my lover but just friend.hehe.
He used to be good with me. Can put it this way, he was the one help me when i am down. He asked me to call him or msg him whenever i want to call the one hurt me.=.= So slowly i have not contact with THE ONE so often.

He was good in protecting me.lol. Been once he invited me to his friend's birthday party at club. Was 1st time i am in club. He protected me like he is my bodyguard.hehe. I guess you guys know how bodyguard protect those celebrities right? He was protecting me just like that way.^^

He bought souvenir for me from UK when he came here for holidays. In fact, i never received that souvenir but i knew he bought earring for me. lol.

He is all the way good to me. Whenever i am down, he sure will accompany me. He came all the way from Subang to Klang just by 1 call to him.

He treated me western food before i came to UK, at PJ SS2 very famous and is damn crowded restaurant, but too bad i forgot the name.=p

Miss him now. How good if he still there for me..^^ Only friend kind of miss. Don't miss understand!! lol...

Congestion Day!!!

Another Saturday going to gone just like that!!! ^^
Called Abby,she was at library. Called Lai he was sleeping. So i went to town alone and it was congestion day! Town was so crowded with people. I have bought some foods and have refunded of my cloth. I hate Dorothy Perkin at St.Steven because of their limited sizes. Every time there has no size 8 whenever i like the cloth.~sobz~ Anyway, i managed to get a sweater from Newlook.hehe. It was funny that an Englishman looking at me, smile at me and showed me thumb up when i was trying the sweater.haha. I bought because the Englishman indicated that it is nice!!! lol. Sometime have to know other people's opinion right? =p

Lai called me while i was taking nap. I have gone to YinJi Bar for dinner with his gang. This week is the most expensive week to me.haha. The reason being is that i have dinner at outside for almost 6 days and plus the afternoon shopping just now.

I have to thank God for such busy week(not really busy actually,just have gathering with friends) so i have lesser time to think of the unnecessary things.

Friday, March 5, 2010

Universal Studios

The next destinations i want to go after back to Malaysia are Bangkok and Singapore. Bangkok is my dreamland because it is shopping and food paradise. I want to go Singapore is because of the Universal Studios at Sentosa Theme Park. The link below is the information and some pictures of the Universal Studios at Singapore.
http://sentosathemepark.blogspot.com/
Universal Studios is a theme park where the games are all originate from those famous movies.

I have been to Universal Studios at Japan as well as US. But,
Japan is the best ever!!! It is so so so fun! haha.. Next time my honeymoon must go to Japan.. lol!!!

Monday, March 1, 2010

Live meaningfully as possible

I feel sad for those friends lost their best friend. Even though he(Edvin Tan) is not my friend, but i always saw him commenting on my friends' facebook. I can't believe he passed away in the accident. I just saw him commenting in Jimmy's post about racing. At first i was advising Jimmy and Chee San don't race because it is dangerous. I remembered i said "racing is your life, but racing can terminate your life as well". The Edvin Tan commented "if not over the limit is fine 1". Guess what? The next day or next 2 days i heard Grace post on facebook her friend passed away because of accident. I guessed is Edvin Tan from her way of telling i know.He was racing with skyline.

Life is so weak and it will be terminated at anytime. Live meaningfully. Don't left anythings that you should appreciate, you should do, or you should have done before/after dead. Do it right now if you think is correct and it is good for you and for others. Don't left it without complete it.

Tan Boon Roy, if you think i am not live meaningfully, then i want tell you at least i am arguing with you for my own fairness. I have the right to know anything related to me. I tell you what you should know and i ask you what i should know. That is not wrong right? I live meaningfully because i know what i want and i fight for it. That is you keep everything inside and never want to tell me what you think. You might regret one day because you didn't tell the girl you love her, just for example ^^. You not live to the max because you always blame other people is better than you. =) stand up and fight for what you want. Don't blame the 'sky' and blame the 'earth'.

Dedicating to YOU!!!

1st to GAN LI JIE. Thank for your support and always there for me. And dear, your msg always make me wanna cry lo. haha.. THANK SO MUCH to you. I will remember, keep the sweet one and forget the bad one. ^^ I am still moving on. Don't worry yea!!!

2nd is for ?Wai?(not convenience to disclose name), always say himself is cute one.=p Thank that you are a good listener. ^^ Thank for your morning call. haha. Was not happy to hear you call me 'fei zhu', was sweet though. ^^Don't think i am blur blur so don't know what u call me yea??!!! =p Good friend,good friend

Sunday, February 28, 2010

That is really the end

There is no point i cry, there is no more hoping. You are selfish. You know the impossibility but you asked me to wait till i am back to Malaysia. Why you like to keep the 'gold' in your mouth? Is there hard to tell your feeling. Tell early, settle early. If you were not telling me, i will be the stupid one waiting until that time i get nothing but hurt. Thank you for saying out at last. Know it now better than later even though it is still hurt.

SHARON TAN KAH YEAN, DON'T CRY ANYMORE. NO TEARS DROPPING AGAIN.

STAY STRONG. NOTHING WORTH FOR YOU TO CRY AGAIN AND AGAIN. DON'T

CARE SOMEONE CANNOT TAKE UP THE CHALLENGES YOU GIVEN. CARE

ONLY FOR THOSE RESPONSIBLE.

END MEANS END. DON'T PATCH BACK (as Lai said)

REMEMBER, YOU GUYS ARE FROM DIFFERENCE WORLD. BOTH OF YOU WILL

NOT HAVE HAPPINESS EVEN TOGETHER BACK!

Friday, February 26, 2010

All the time

I AM THINKING OF YOU ALL THE TIME.

MIS XIU MIS XIU!


YOU REALLY WILL SPEND YOUR TIME TALKING TO ME ON TOMORROW?

I HOPE YOU HOLD YOUR PROMISE!

HOPE CAN SETTLE WITH A GOOD WAY!

I AM WAITING YOU!

MAY GOD GUIDE US AND BE WITH US!

Monday, February 22, 2010

Results

My last semester exam results were out. My result is average. I got second lower. I should put more effort in this semester so may be can get better but not worst result. GOD BLESS ME!
I have to go back Malaysia with good result!!! hehe.

My Evidence and Criminal Law is better than Admiralty Law. Evidence is exam based module and Admiralty is 50% assignment and 50% exam. I am not doing well either in Admiralty assignment, exam or maybe both. =(

Anyway, still thank lots to Lord who giving me such results. The effort i put and the result i get is out of my expectation. I am last minutes student. hehe. I believe if i put more effort then i can get better. Right? ^^

I have told him

I have decided the decision i want. I have told him as well. However, the result is as usual. My decision has no effect. Because, he don't want to end.

Therefore, i give him a chance again. If he still having the same way, then i will consider again what to do. hehe. Hope everything will be smooth. Don't give me stress in that again. It is worst than i am having stress in studies.

Cannot reach to DREAMLAND!!!

Lol, over full, over chinese tea, over laugh, over stress about exams result= cannot fall in dreamland. =p Going to 4am but i am still awake and blogging now.

Was with friends having dinner at Yin Ji Bar and our bill is 15 pound each person. Not cheap right?
Anyway, is Chinese New Year so should be fine. Once a while, not everyday. hehe.
The house was full with our noise and laughter. The most funny which make me short of breath was that my friend Vivienne Lua telling others of the story of me saying "bu" of the poker card. What you call 'Q' in poker card? "Queen", normal pronounceane as 'Q' or what? I used to call it "ah bu"...lol... My friends all laugh at me when i said ''bu''...hahahaha...They never heard of this therefore is funny for them.

My exam results will out on tomorrow. Checked portal but not showing yet. Should be able to know by tomorrow morning, i think. Feel so scary. Everytime i close my eye when i try to connect to the web page. lol. Don't dare to see. hehehe

Another dinner with other Malaysian friends on Wednesday. Should have fun!!! =D yeah!!!

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

what a CNY?

Damn boring!!!!! No Chinese new year celebration at all. I guess people at Malaysia having the same feeling. ^.^

Siennnn ar. What to do?

Went to Newcastle but not so fun actually. The Chinatown okok only. Was so crowded when we reached there. Couldn't see anything. Hence we gone to have buffet. Anyway, after eating we turn to chinatown again and saw 'qi2 ling1' dance, not lion dance. hahaha....

I have not traveling around other than shopping. sien lo. When u have nothing to buy, i feel shopping is some kind of boring. I have bought a pair of boots from Dorothy Perkins, Nike t-shirt (couple shirt) from Sport Direct and helping friend get Newcastle jersey from Newcastle football store.


Thursday, February 11, 2010

Chinese New Year

I will off to Newcastle on Thursday night till Sunday night. Newcastle there got china town and so will be more fun than at Hull..hehe..

I heard will have lion dance on the 1st day of CNY. Hope i will have fun at there.

I miss home so much. 1st time in my life celebrate CNY without family. No ang pao in this year as well...=( sad-nya..hehehe..
My parents, auntie and uncle, and also my brother and his wife will going to Sri Lanka for holidays during CNY. So nice if i am there. Maybe can follow them.lol....=)

n s!!w ! TBR !!! (if u understand =p)

BRB

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

missing missing you

Best friend forever!!!

Li Jie

Gan Li Jie is my friend. I am now missing her so much. She is always the one advice me and encouraged me.

I am missing our old school days in SMK(P) Raja Zarina. We have lots of memories. I was difference class with her. But everytime i will go to her class find her and chat withe her..hehe..
Every break time i will having food together with her. We have attended same tuition class as well.

After graduated from secondary school, we still have contact until now. Every semester break we will find each other out to meet and chit chat. LJ i miss you so much!!! Love you!!!

Eventually she has talked to me about my relationship problem. What she said had enlightened me alot. What she said are true and logical. Her message even make me cried out loud. After having problem and quarrel with BR, i never never drop a tear. But LJ has cry me out.=) Thank lots to her for her support and advice. She is always the angel to me.hehe.

Thank Lord i have such a best friend. My dear friend, don't worry, very soon i will smile back and having fun in life.

LOVE YOU!!!

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Damn

is so damn hatefullllllll...................................to talk to him..........
I will die heart attack..lol.....*touch wood*

I can't wait till after one month. I wan settle now. But he don't want. Arggggg.......

He knew what i will decide and so he don't want to settle now? Or other way round? Good or bad i don't know i don't know. Why love is so complicated than my studies- LAW. @.@ ishhhhh.....

God bless me without confusion..hehe..

Thursday, February 4, 2010

We speak out

I have 1 month break. University holidays break? Work break? lol.... I have decided to have 1 month cold down period with BoonRoy and he agree too. We are too tired in the relationship? Maybe.

I need time to think of the decision I have to take. Which way I need to go? Turn left, turn right, or go straight? What considerations i am taking into account. Everything I have to considers carefully. What will give me the happiness?

I am temporary free from the lock of confusing and on the other hand he free from my quarreling with him. I like to complain about him and give him pressure. He, however, don't like me quarreling with him. Quarreling makes our relationship broke. He is not feeling happy with me when i am the one start the quarrel. Should I keep quiet when everytime he make me not satisfy with him? What can i do? I am clueless.

He always think of money money money. Money ar, money, I am commanding you now to go find Mr. Tan Boon Roy. He is finding you very very badly.
For me? Who should i command? I think i need to command TBR take the relationship seriously.

He never concern of anything i demand from him. He just concern of 1 thing i request from him. I did told him about standard i want, financially able to support me, the loves and cares. BUT he just think i am materialistic. Keep saying me think that money is everything for me. In fact he is the one take money very seriously. Money is too importance to him now. Without money he can't do anything. Can't even care of the gf. :p

Everything has changed. To good or to bad we don't know. I just know my requirements has changed. No longer the same as last 5 years.

I believe i can stand during this 1 month break without contact with each other and he can do it too. Since i am too far away from his house now and thus i can do it. Last time his house is too near to my house. Walk to his house need less than 5 minutes. I always can go to his house even we have break out. His house gate always open up for me because i am too close to his mum and his family. Nonetheless, i can always get his room's key easily and open up the door and quarrel with him again.hahaha. Think back of these situation, i feel funny and interesting. Sometime feel myself very scary also.lol.. That's why i ask you guys don't mess up with me. hahahaha....

After all the conversations with him, the conclusion are that he more worry of money than everything. He takes himself more importance than everyone and everything. He rather choose to go limteh with friends also don't want chat with me. The reason being is that i always talk abit then wan quarrel with him.lol..haha..i should participate in debate. Don't I? lol...
These are the conclusions i can draw.

Past 5 years

Last Year

Can you see physically has changed, why not thinking also change, right?
It's not the time to blame each other. Not you are wrong or i am wrong. Is time to change what people don't like. Is time of REVOLUTION!!!

Saturday, January 30, 2010

After exam

1. First thing i did after exam was go to town shopping and have a nice food. I had dinner at Naked Fish, inside St.Steven and just beside the cinema. It cost 5.95 pound. Not so expensive as the portion given =p. My meal is student offer and it's available from 11am to 6.30pm. The meal includes a pot of tea or coffee up to your favorite, 1 slice of butter bread and big portion of fish and chips with mushy peas.
After meal i went to Tesco shop some groceries. I bought a burner from Tesco and the oil from The Mana Tree at Newland Avenue.haha. The oil (May Chang, its name) has relaxing function and it smell nice. =)








2. I have trimmed my hair. It cost me 26 pound. ^.^ As what people said and what i see is that the stylist here don't know how to cut layer. They will cut your hair straight and have no layer. I saw few friends' hair are like that and it's include me. LOL....anyway, it's still not look that bad. =p

Before

After

3. I have gone to Scream for dessert. No photos here, sorry. Was with abby enjoyed at there. We shared a portion of Banna split and a cup of Big Apple which is a cocktail. Taste not bad.

* Besides these, I have no idea who is the african guy came to my house and rang the bell. It happened yesterday and i went to look who is that. He just shout very loud and asked me to open the door. Off course i am not so stupid open the door for him. I just went off and don't care of it. Btw, someone rang the bell just now. I didn't go out look for it and so i don't know who is was the one rang the bell. Both incident happened at the same time. And so i suspect is the same african guy.
What if he come everyday? Would our safety is at stake? I am worrying if he aim at our house or will be in the vicinity. What if he attack us if we go out or come back from outside? =(
Hopefully it wont happen again.
God bless us and take care our safety, amen!!!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Been so long.....

It has been so long since my last post...=) was busying with assignments and exams...

Finally, i am free now. Exams were finished today!!! God bless me to have good result,please!!! hehe...
Was slept less than 6 hours within 2 days. My eye is like panda now..but,still can on9-ing here.hehe...

I want cut my hair. Can I? I heard is around 25pound. So expensive. How how how?
I want shopping shopping shopping!!!! =)

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Pixie Lott - Cry Me Out W/ Lyrics!!

we were finding the title of this song when heading to London and also back from London...hehe...finally found out this song...happy happy happy!!!!